College

       Senior year is about to end, and I still haven’t decided what to do. My parents, teachers and classmates think it’s a good idea to go to college. But I think other wise. April 18 is coming up and that’s when we get to look for our class online. Just think about it gets me nauseous, what do I do? Do I go? Or do I do nothing? To many question but not one answer. I tend to make others think I have it all under control but I don’t. UGGGGGG!!! I just keep saying “I don’t know” “I don’t know.” As a kid I always dreamt of making my parents proud and going to college but I can barely make it to high school. If I keep repeating everything I’m sorry I’m new at this again. I’m confused, I don’t know where to go. I’ve been thinking about working but my sisters say that’s a stupid idea. What do they want from me? They always asked me to work and when I do school has to come first. But what if I don’t want to go to school anymore. What if I gave up my dream just for a job? Maybe I’m just not cut out for anything. Look I’m not trying to make this sad in anyway, but that’s how I feel. Please just tell me what to do. How am I supposed to make it big when I can’t even make it to college, even a classmate of mine asked me if I’m going, I couldn’t answer him quickly all that came out of my mouth was “ mmmmm.” Great just great another person asking me what I want to do when I’m out of high school. You want to know the answer..... I DONT KNOW. How can I explain to you that there’s nothing I would like more than to tell you. ITS FRUSTRATING.

Paul Simon

 In the video I saw with Paul Simon, he talkes about the creativity of music and what’s goes into it. His creation of music is a mixture of culture and sounds, in one of the songs he put together, he seemed to be having fun. Seeing his video made me think about other artists music, on how they add a bit of kick to it or changed sounds. But I really liked how music just like Paul Simon can come to gether to make one incredible and beautiful work of art.

By the pickling of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes

Oh Macbeth how much I’ve hear of you but never got the chance to read you. I’ve hear some lines from Macbeth but never thought of reading, my hopes are to high on this one but I’ll take my chances. 😌